Beliefs in life. All broke.
Reminiscence. A grieving soak.
Is life a lesson to learn or a plot to be proven wrong?
How to trust again? Where do my ideologies belong?

Where does one go from here?
In front of me, stationed a mirror, reflecting the rear.
Am I waiting for someone to take me into a safe land?
Is it right, this wait? Or should I push myself till the end?

No waiting for external help now.
With self-love, a wish to raise higher above.
Life is a gambit of shelter and sunburn,
Keeping oneself happy, in the now, is the only upturn!

Broken heart misses a few pieces,

The past haunts, its existence never ceases.

A silent knock settles upon the aching heart,

Will you help me make a fresh start?

If I bare my wounds to you,

Will you heal them, rejuvenate too?

Will my depth learn to laugh again?

Will you bear me crack lame jokes and go insane?

Will you leave me and walk away?

Or will you stay and find a way?

And if I open my heart to you once again,

Will you be there for me till the end? 

One day I would surely meet you,

Your smile would do to me, what nobody could do!

Butterflies in stomach, the lump in my throat,

We shall cross this distance, my Soul Mate, in the fancy love boat!

Your eyes that'll embrace me, your touch that would care,

The lame jokes and little moments of joy that we would share!

When things go wrong, we would do the best to repair,

I dream of you, my Soulmate, who would never leave this pair!

Romance in your heart, your cheesy naughty ways,

The moonlit beach nights, the rains with Maggie days!

In whom can confide my hazy dreams, such a Soulmate I crave,

Mate with me, my Soulmate, till my soul stays!

Eyes shed tears every time they look within,

Yet the shattered heart refuses to cry the hidden malign.

The promise of forever is a plain white lie,

Forever means Convenience, all changes when the "spark" bids goodbye.

A spark in the relationship is what is called love,

Left alone, abandoned is the heart, when love fails to serve.

A fool I was to take love as more than "a spark in the relationship".

A fool to think Love is an eternal bond, an unsaid promise to keep.

Standing right besides you in all your battles, I promised never to leave your hand,

You left me when my life was low, this wound will never mend.

Do I deserve someone like you, asks my deep sunk heart.

And there is a big laughter, I am glad that we fell apart.

My love survived, yours did not because you never loved me,

I rather be alone than be with someone for whom loving me "doesn't come naturally"

Grateful to life for untying the knots, the pillars of which were never strong,

True love survives and stays together, even when things go wrong!